I am tired

I am tired
To continue breathing.
I am tired
To keep lying.
I am tired
To keep ignoring.
I am tired
To keep thinking.

When all of this will stop?
Why can't I just stop?
How the future will be from now on?

I just keep lying.
I just keep forcing.
I just keep blocking.

Sigh.
Its tiring.
And I am tired.
Will this burnout will keep going?

Sigh.
I am tired.
So tired.

Let me rest,ok?