I am tired

I am tired
To continue breathing.
I am tired
To keep lying.
I am tired
To keep ignoring.
I am tired
To keep thinking.

When all of this will stop?
Why can't I just stop?
How the future will be from now on?

I just keep lying.
I just keep forcing.
I just keep blocking.

Sigh.
Its tiring.
And I am tired.
Will this burnout will keep going?

Sigh.
I am tired.
So tired.

Let me rest,ok?

Girl in the Dream

Who are you?
Where are you come from?

Do you know since the first time I saw u,
I kept longing for your presence.
Your smile,
Your gaze,
Keep on playing in my head.

I keep searching for you...
I keep waiting for you...
I keep hoping for you...

But since its a dream,
Everything I hopes for,
Remain as a dream.

The girl in my dream...
Where are you?
When can we meet again?
I am longing for you.
Your smile,
Your gaze,
Your touch.

I am longing for you...
Where are you...
The girl in my dream.

A guy and the stranger

There is a guy,
Whom falling in love with a stranger.
He does not care about it at first.
But with time,
The feeling changed.

By second,
By minute,
By hour,
By day,
The feeling keep getting stronger.

The guy try not to be obvious.
But because of that,
It killing him slowly but surely.

The stranger does not know.
They are friend,
No more than that.

One day,
The stranger met a guy.
And fall in love.

The guy knows.
The truth hurt.
But for the stranger,
The guy buried all those feeling inside.
Dying with every breaths.

The guy silently stay by the stranger's side.
Praying for the stranger's happiness.

With the smile on the guy's face.
He died inside for the stranger's happiness.