Pieces of mine...

If I can turn back time...

I will going back to the time when I first met you...

exactly 2 years ago...

I will force myself not to go to college that day...

so that I won't have to feel this way today.

If I can turn back time...

I will going back to the time when I keep searching for your smile...

and ask myself not to try...

so that I won't have to feel this way today.

If I can turn back time...

I will going back to the time when we spent night together with the others...

and ask myself not to look at you...

so that I won't have to feel this way today.

If I can turn back time...

I will going back to that day..the day I told you about the truth...

and ask myself not to tell you...

coz it only make me feel this way today...

Everything that happens till today...

Every kind of emotions I felt till today...

If I can turn back time...

I hope I won't have to face it...

I'm sorry..

I'm sorry..

I'm sorry..

You ask me: "Jangan ikutkan perasaan tu sgt k..."

but the truth is I can't help it...

This is what I want since the beginning...and you know that...

and because of that...I kept on losing you..in front of my eyes..

and because of that too..I knew that this thing not gonna happen...

soon or maybe forever..

I'm just a friend for everyone...

not more..not less..

same goes to you..

Sorry for being immature for this past weeks...

and I can't fullfil my promise to you...

because I just can't hold it anymore...

I don't want to force you to accept me...

and I promise I won't do that at all..

"Only can talk the talk but can't walk the talk"

I don't care what people gonna say about me...

really..I don't care

People said:

"If you love somebody so much..let them go..if they come back to you..then you will be together...

but if they don't...means it is already written in the book of Fates.."

I want you to be happy forever..thats all...

I want see that smile again...

even though I know it is not for me..

as long you keep on smiling...

it's more than enough for me...

I'm happy if you're happy...

even it's hurt me deep inside :)

-Imran Yusof-